As soon as he started the conversation, and the way he looked into my eyes, it feels just the same, like nothing ever changed. I was back in the days I keep on recalling, I can’t explain the feeling, I know no one could ever understand. I might be good in concealing what I feel, like appearing non-chalant over what had happened, I cannot lie to myself, I still love him, it’s a grand feeling of knowing someone feels the same towards you. Even if he doesn’t speak a word, I know, cause that’s how much we knew each other, how much we grew together, and nobody else in this world could ever replace him. People judge us by our mistakes, for us it’s always a chance to grow, I take things too lightly cause I’ve been into too much already and I find myself just laughing over other people’s shallowness thinking they’ve the worst situations, and kids thinking they found their true love, my definition of love is far different from those my age. I cannot imagine myself being with anybody else, that’s what we always say to each other. As I touch his face I can feel how long he had been waiting for that, I could not take away my eyes from him, and he stares at me so preciously. I know him so much and he has a soft side that only I knows, only I could ever see. Maybe it’s not the right time yet, but not that he is not the right person for me, cause the whole world might be against it, but the whole world knows how fit we are together.

Awww Cheen you’re such a cuteee I miss you so much already :(
Summer sky always reminds me of traveling at Laguna and I’ve always loved traveling here, no pollution, no traffic, no crowd, and definetly no rushing, just nature and serenity and much more to love about.
My grandparents and my mum’s chinese side lives at Sta.Cruz, Laguna. Me and my brother spent our early years there on a little apartment which housed my mum’s family for almost 30 years if I’m not mistaken, then we migrated here at Binan having bought a house, my dad resigned from his work (despite of having a bigger salary than my mum’s) to look after us, he sacrificed his career just to assure we grow up in proper care and love, and here you are you have your Mary Josephine now. Most people misunderstoods this fact.
My grandparents now lives in my Tita Ayi’s compound and it’s much better there, we visit them about 5 times a year, most often when my mum’s having her vacation and we all love traveling there. Everything about Laguna brings me back beautiful memories, you get starry skies at night and fresh air, then you start to relflect how good life is and these people around you is such wonders that you know you want to live the rest of your lives for them. I don’t want to be anywhere else rather than here. :)
“Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Those that truly love, have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom have fallen from their branches, they find that they are one tree and not two.”
-Louis de Bernières
The Honey Trees - To Be With You
Oh I’d wait for the seas to part
To be with you..
Nothing can replace the ordinary moments made special just because we’re together, nothing in this whole wide world can ever replace you, nothing in another life and so would there be another us.