As soon as he started the conversation, and the way he looked into my eyes, it feels just the same, like nothing ever changed. I was back in the days I keep on recalling, I can’t explain the feeling, I know no one could ever understand. I might be good in concealing what I feel, like appearing non-chalant over what had happened, I cannot lie to myself, I still love him, it’s a grand feeling of knowing someone feels the same towards you. Even if he doesn’t speak a word, I know, cause that’s how much we knew each other, how much we grew together, and nobody else in this world could ever replace him. People judge us by our mistakes, for us it’s always a chance to grow, I take things too lightly cause I’ve been into too much already and I find myself just laughing over other people’s shallowness thinking they’ve the worst situations, and kids thinking they found their true love, my definition of love is far different from those my age. I cannot imagine myself being with anybody else, that’s what we always say to each other. As I touch his face I can feel how long he had been waiting for that, I could not take away my eyes from him, and he stares at me so preciously. I know him so much and he has a soft side that only I knows, only I could ever see. Maybe it’s not the right time yet, but not that he is not the right person for me, cause the whole world might be against it, but the whole world knows how fit we are together.

Awww Cheen you’re such a cuteee I miss you so much already :(